Audiie's blog

Seriously! So overwhelmed by school work, I don't know if I should curl up in a ball under my blankets or stab my eyes so I can't see all my assignments anymore...
I feel I like complain too much, and I have to say I could still improve on my too poor time management.
I keep trying, I keep pushing myself to do more, and it's working, little by little, but not fast enough for my liking.
I can't sleep like a normal person, and if by any miracle I leep into it for a few too short hours, I don't want to get up after. Takes me forever to get out of bed.
Just a little more work, just a little more.
My mind won't listen to my brain, and it wanders in all directions, escaping my grasp. It's my own mind for God's sake! Why can't I make it listen!
I just needed to let this out, I have to get working now...
I hate this.=(

Maybe it's just the way I am, but I realize that August is here already, and I have the feeling I haven't enjoyed my summer for the most part. Being caught in the 9-5 routine of work sucks. It really sucks. Lately I have been feeling exhausted and on the brink of breaking down for no reason.
I am looking forward to moving back to Halifax for a new year of university, I really miss all of my friends and I can't wait till classes start on the 9th. :)
But still, I wish summer would last longer... or not. Maybe I just wish I didn't have to work. My job is easy... too easy, and mostly very boring. I only have 12 days left at that job, yup, I'm counting down the days like I used to do in highschool. I need a life. hahaha :)
Life here is easy. Sleep, eat, work, boyfriend, sleep, eat, work, boyfriend... and so on. until the weekend, which sounds more like work, boyfriend, boyfriend, eat, boyfriend, sleep, boyfriend... hahaha :D I love the weekends.
When I'm done with work, I think I will have about a week or a little bit more just to chill and do nothing before moving out of the house, I really hope I will enjoy that week just as I like, by doing nothing more than hanging with my friends, sleeping over at my boyfriend's place, playing wii and finally getting the tattoo I have been talking about all summer long. :)